Home alone without computer sucks big time.
I only get to use my dad's laptop when he brings it back from office.
Like 7, 8pm in the evening? What am I to do if I got no company that day.
So apparently, now my best friend is my television.
l
Things aren't going smoothly this few days.
First, Mum is getting on my nerves. But to avoid trouble, my dad tells me to take it in stride.
Easy as it may sound, It isn't.
When your mum pisses you off, you know you're angry, but you still have to call her "Mum."
Next. All of a sudden I have these... Wants.
I want this, I want that. Wants.
But to fulfill this wants, I need money, which I can't bear to part with.
And I'm not the sort of child that pesters my parents for money when I want something.
So, I just keep quiet.
Bad hair days, messy schedules and work pressures all just kick me when I'm down.
l
Occasionally, I just feel like I don't fit in. It just kicks me time and again.
I need a sense of reassurance for that one.
Blogging my feelings out may be just the thing I need right now.
3/4 of my holidays have gone now, but it doesn't seem like I'm enjoying it yet.
Maybe sleeping early can help me clear my senses.